Overcoming the Lack of Nurturance

TOPICS: Communism and nurturance – Lack is built into the system – The desire to see your effort rewarded – Recognizing the fallen beings – Marxism based on fallen nature – Fallen beings do not feel nurtured – The essence of centralized systems – The basic human desire – The shock of coming to earth as an avatar – The need to immerse yourself  – A tool for healing lack of nurturance – Why you are here – An exercise for experiencing nurturance – 

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Ascended Master Mother Mary, December 1st, 2017, through Kim Michaels. This dictation was given at a conference in Tallinn, Estonia.

I am the Ascended Master Mother Mary and it is my great joy, my privilege and my choice to be here with you, to open this gathering of your hearts. Although we have a specific theme for this conference, there is, as with every conference, certain universal aspects of everything we give you. Thus, what I will give you today is part of our ongoing release that is aimed at healing, or giving you the tools for healing, the wounds you have received in your long sojourn on this very, very, very difficult planet.

Communism and nurturance

My beloved, I had you give this Rosary for Miracle Nurturance for a specific reason. We are in Eastern Europe, in a country that was part of the former Soviet Union. If you look at the entire communist sphere of the time, if there was one word that would characterize this time, could we not say (although other words could be used also) that certainly one word to describe the communist era was a lack of nurturance.

Truly, how many people who lived under the communist system felt nurtured? Nurturance is, of course, a concept that has many levels, many layers, many aspects but look at the practical, material aspect of life. How many people living under the communist system felt they had enough physical, material nurturance to sustain their lives in a reasonable state of abundance? Surely, there may have been some among the elite who had greater material privileges than the average citizen and they may have felt relatively nurtured because when they compared themselves to what those who were not in the elite had, then they felt that, after all, they had more than others.

Of course, even those who were in the party top could feel nurtured only because they did not know that their level of material affluence was lower than the average workers in many western countries. It was a relative sense of nurturance but, of course, one might say that most people on earth can have only a relative sense of nurturance. Why then, is it that people have a relative sense of being nurtured where if they are truly honest with themselves and go within their hearts, they realize they are not fully nurtured. They must use their outer minds to compare themselves to others and then they say: “But I have so much more than other people have and therefore I should feel nurtured.”  Of course they do not say this consciously but this is the subconscious mechanism that makes some of the rich people in the world feel that they should be content, they should feel they have enough. Look at how many people, even though they may have billions of dollars as some little bits and zeros on a computer somewhere, they still do not feel it is enough and that they want more.

Lack is built into the system

You might say that what capitalism has proven beyond any doubt whatsoever, for those who are willing to look, is that no matter how much money and material possessions you accumulate, it is never enough, you never feel completely nurtured. We can, of course, look at the communist system and see that, from its very inception, the lack of material nurturance was built into the system. If you look at a communist economy, you can see that it simply is not possible that this system could ever produce material affluence for all of the people living in the system. Even though communism promises good conditions for the workers and equality among all, there simply is not enough material goods produced for all.

It cannot be done in a communist system, as you see clearly by the lack of goods on the shelves of the stores. Those of you who grew up in a communist country know that there was a lack and there were rumours going around that; “Oh, this store had bread today.” Then, there was a long line and some people stood in line for hours, and when you got to the store, they had run out of bread.

You realize that it simply is not correct that you can look at Russia during communism and say: “Oh, there was nothing wrong with communism as a system. It was just the way the Russians implemented it that meant that there was a scarcity.” This is simply a lie, my beloved. There is a fundamental flaw in the communist system and you cannot patch it up, change it, create a milder version of it and still produce enough material abundance for all of the people who live in a given country. It cannot be done.

The desire to see your effort rewarded

Now, we may look at the capitalist system and we may say that in a capitalist system you have some of the same basic weaknesses that you have in the communist system. However, in the West during the communist era, and today as well, you have never really had a strict capitalist system because capitalism has never really matured to the ultimate consequence where instead of the state owning the means to production, one huge monolithic corporation owned the means to production.

Because you had a slightly different situation where the system in its ultimate form was not forcefully imposed upon the western nations, you actually still had some freedom. This meant that in the West it was possible to produce enough material goods that all people could have a certain standard of material affluence.

Of course, you still see even today in the most affluent nations that there are some people who live at a poverty level but this is not because the system or the society cannot produce sufficient goods. It is because they are not equally distributed and therefore you have poverty. In the communist system it was not possible to produce it because there was not enough freedom for people to express one of the deepest psychological mechanisms that human beings have, which is that you want to see that when you make an effort, you are rewarded according to your effort. This is what was systematically discouraged and beaten down in the communist system and that is why it simply could not produce enough material goods that people could feel materially nurtured.

The vast majority of people in the Communist system did not feel that they were nurtured in a material way and, of course, because there was very little, if any, spiritual content in the Communist countries, they did not feel spiritually nurtured either in most cases. There were, of course, exceptions because there were, in every nation, some people who were able to receive nurturance from the only place you can really receive it, which is from inside yourself.

Recognizing the fallen beings

My beloved, I want to take these concerns to a more universal level and have you look at the situation of the Communist system in Russia, Eastern Europe and other Soviet Republics, even in China. Ask yourself: “What does the Communist system actually demonstrate? What does this say? Where did it come from? Why did it appear on earth?”

Now, we have, of course, stated before that communism is an invention of the fallen beings. You cannot truly understand communism and the background for the appearance of communism without knowing about fallen beings. You may describe them as a power elite but you need to recognize something. If you are to understand communism and capitalism, and any other absolutist system, you must understand that there are certain people in embodiment who are different from the majority of the human beings on this planet. They are different in their mindset, in the way they look at life and in the way they look at other human beings—or I should say “human beings” because these people should not actually be called human beings.

I know, my beloved, that whenever you set one group apart and say they are not human beings, it can easily become an encouragement for discrimination and putting certain people down. My beloved, you cannot free yourself from the fallen beings without realizing that they are different, that they have a different mindset and a different agenda. It cannot be done, my beloved. It cannot be done. If it could have been done, surely it would have been done long ago on this planet.

You recognize, as is demonstrated in the new book [My Lives with Lucifer, Satan, Hitler and Jesus], that some of you have been on this planet for a couple of million years and that the fallen beings have been here even longer. This is a very long time when you look at this claim that modern civilization is only a few thousand years old. You realize that many civilizations have come and gone and, surely, if it had been possible for humanity to separate themselves from the fallen beings, it would have happened in that long time span. It is not possible unless you identify them and see that they are different.

It does not mean, of course, (as we have said many times) that you need to go into a dualistic struggle with them. It does not mean that you need to forcefully identify specific individuals and kill them. You need to recognize that there are some people who do not think the way, feel the way that human beings think and feel. First of all, they do not relate to human beings the way human beings relate to each other.

Marxism based on fallen nature

What you recognize here is that when Karl Marx formulated the theories of Marxism, he was not basing this on a study of human nature but on the study of the fallen nature and what the fallen beings had done in the economies that had existed until that time, such as the feudal societies of Europe and the early industrial era. In a sense, he had certain insights into the psyche and the modus operandi of the fallen beings. Therefore, he could see certain of the tendencies of capitalism and he attempted to set up an alternative (that, in a sense, defined both capitalism and communism) and then create another system.

What you need to recognize here is that regardless of the promises made by the communist system, it never was the goal of Marxism to set the workers free from the fallen beings. Marx represented the aspiring power elite of fallen beings who wanted to overthrow the established power elite of fallen beings and take a position as the rulers of society. It was never the goal of Marxism to free people from being ruled by a small elite of fallen beings.

Fallen beings do not feel nurtured

You recognize here that the fallen beings will always attempt to set themselves up as a privileged elite and how do they do this? Well, they can only do it according to their consciousness. As we have explained many times, when you fall from a certain sphere, you are cut off from any connection to your I AM Presence and therefore you cannot receive light, energy from your I AM Presence. You have created the barrier, you have created the iron curtain, between yourself and your I AM Presence. This also means, instantly, that you as a fallen being can never feel nurtured. The only way to truly feel nurtured is to feel that there is a flow of energy from a higher source, whether you identify it as your I AM Presence, God, angels, ascended masters. You feel a flow of energy from beyond the material octave through your four lower bodies. This is the only way to truly feel nurtured.

The fallen beings cannot feel nurtured this way. Their only way to reach some sense of being nurtured is to compensate for the loss of their flow of energy from their I AM Presence by taking energy, psychic energy, from other people. In other words, instead of receiving vertically they must seek to forcefully get horizontally what they cannot receive from above. This is the basic modus operandi of the fallen beings, always seeking to take by force in the matter realm, in the mother realm, what they cannot receive directly from the Father.

The essence of centralized systems

This is the essence of the Communist system. The system inserts itself between the people and their I AM Presences or the ascended masters, between the people and their spiritual source. The system forces itself in there and forces the people to pay some respect to the system. If they are not loyal to the system, if they cannot be made to believe in the system, they must at least submit themselves to the system

Of course you have a similar mechanism (I will not say in a capitalist system because, as I said, no country has ever had a fully capitalist system), but even in what you normally call a capitalist economy, you still have a similar mechanism where people are tricked into accepting certain limitations for themselves. Especially those who belong to the working class, or the middle class, they accept a certain station in life. They are bought off by a certain comfortable material lifestyle and they are tricked into thinking that they cannot reasonably strive for more.

What happens in any society that has a centralized, absolutist form of government (could be the Roman Empire, the old Egyptian Empire, whatever you have), any system where the fallen beings form an elite that are ruling the people, you have the same mechanism that the fallen beings have inserted themselves between the people and their spiritual source. This means that the people have somehow submitted themselves to the system, to the status-quo, to the norm. They are not consciously aware that they are receiving energy from a higher source and they are not consciously daring to express and direct that energy.

This means that people are only subconsciously receiving energy. That is why the fallen beings can then manipulate and deceive people into taking some of the energy that they receive from their source, qualifying it with a fear-based vibration and thereby the fallen beings can steal it. Or the people give it to them voluntarily through various mechanisms. The fallen beings are receiving this energy that the people have received from their source but the people have also qualified it with a vibration of fear that the fallen beings can absorb. Of course, they cannot directly handle receiving or absorbing love-based energy.

This is the basic dynamic in any system created by and led by the fallen beings: Somehow the people are prevented from consciously knowing that they have a spiritual source. As we have said many times, the Catholic Church was from its inception set up to make sure that people could not follow the example of Jesus where he demonstrated that: “I and my Father are One and the works that I do, I cannot do alone, it is the Father within me who is doing the works.” Instead of him setting the example of what all people could do, the Catholic church made him an exception, all the rest of you are sinners and cannot do what Jesus did. You see many versions of how the fallen beings have done this.

The basic human desire

I talked about how the basic human desire is to make an effort and see that effort rewarded. Well, in a spiritual sense, the basic desire is that you know you are receiving light from your I AM Presence, you are expressing that light in the material world and you are expressing it in a way that helps raise the whole. Then, as your reward for this, you do not receive primarily a material reward but you experience that the flow of light from your source is multiplied because you have used what was given before to magnify the whole and therefore you receive more. In that constant interchange, the figure-eight flow (where the more you give, the more you receive from above) this is how you feel ultimately nurtured.

When that flow has been either reduced or completely aborted or when you are not consciously aware of it, you cannot feel completely nurtured. That is why nobody, or at least very few people, in the communist system felt nurtured. The lack of physical, material nurturance was simply a symbol for the lack of spiritual nurturance. Even in the West many people did not feel nurtured. Even though they had greater material abundance than their grandparents, they would still strive for more. Many people in the West have now become caught in striving for more and more material abundance but many other people in the West have recognized that this is not what will make them fulfilled. Because they do not have a spiritual teaching, then they are left in a kind of vacuum that leads them to have various kinds of depression, mental illness, various forms of escapism where they seek to escape being conscious in various ways.

You see how the deepest desire that all people have is to feel nurtured. Of course, my beloved, the material realm is the mother realm. It is, as it is said in this rather old rosary: “the joy of the Divine Mother to give all people material nurturance.” It is also said that God the Father wants all of its sons and daughters to feel nurtured but that God gives that nurturance through the mother realm in a material way.

Naturally, on a natural planet all have so much material nurturance that they do not ever worry about material conditions. Material conditions are not a source of worry. You do not have a sense of lack, a sense of poverty, you are not afraid of where your next meal is going to come from or how you are going to buy clothes for your children. All of this, all of these concerns, do not exist on a natural planet.

Why is it that it exists on earth? Well, it is precisely because the fallen beings have inserted themselves and managed to either get people to cut off the flow from their I AM Presences, to reduce it to the point where there is not enough material nurturance or to become unconscious of it so that they do not dare to express their energy, their life force, in a way that raises the All. They seek to raise only themselves or they seek to work for some cause they believe in. They do not dare to freely give what they have received because they do not know from where they have received what they receive. Therefore, many people feel that even though they have some creativity, even though they have some talents, even though they have more life force, more life energy, more creative power, they may only, they fear, have a certain amount of it. They do not realize that this comes from a source that is infinite and it could never run out. As long as you have a connection to your I AM Presence, you could never run out of creative energy. Therefore. you do not need to fear using it to raise the All even if this does not give you any direct, immediate benefit.

The shock of coming to earth as an avatar

This is how the fallen beings have created this state of lack and, of course, one of the things we have been giving your over the last couple of years are tools for those of you who have come to earth, not because you were the original inhabitants, not because you fell here but you have come on some form of rescue mission.

Now, my beloved, I want to take just a few minutes here to talk about the new book, “My Lives with Lucifer, Satan, Hitler and Jesus.” Of course, this book is not a dictation like the dictation you are hearing now but it is truly dictated by us, not by one master but by several masters. Jesus, of course, is the primary master overseeing the book but several other masters have made contributions. This book is given for multiple purposes but one of the primary purposes is to give those of you that in the book are called avatars (meaning you have come from natural planets, volunteered to embody) a tool for healing the wounds you have received here.

Now, as also is said both directly and indirectly in the book, you cannot come from a natural planet where you do not have violence, warfare and all of the other manifestations on earth, you cannot come from such a planet to earth without being severely wounded by what you experience here. Not all the Avatars who came to earth have been so systematically destroyed by the fallen beings as the protagonist in the book but many people have experienced similar very, very deep traumas of coming here.

We have in several dictations over the last couple of years, including several tools I have given, given you tools to go beyond this and, of course, it is my intent here to give you another such tool for how you can overcome this lack of nurturance. When you come as an avatar from a natural planet, where there is no lack, where you are constantly nurtured, you are not actually aware on a natural planet that you feel nurtured; you just take it for granted. It is your normal state and the gap between a natural planet and a non-natural planet is so huge that there really is no way you could prepare yourself for what it feels like to be here.

You can, of course study, what life on earth is like from the outside but you cannot truly be prepared, you cannot fully prepare yourself, for taking embodiment here. It will be a shock, it will cause you trauma. One off the ways it causes you trauma is that you simply cannot imagine what it is like to be on a planet where there is such a very, very heavy consciousness of lack, where people, so many people, do not feel nurtured. You cannot as an individual being, who on a natural planet is used to not being weighted down by the collective consciousness, you cannot imagine what it is like to be on a dense-matter planet like earth where you cannot avoid being weighted down by the collective consciousness.

The need to immerse yourself

You think, as the protagonist expresses, before you come here that you will be able to handle it and that you will be able to avoid being burdened by some of these things that you can see that people on earth are burdened by. You think you can stay above it but, my beloved, you cannot. As is also explained in the book, if you did not immerse yourself and come to identify yourself as a human being on earth, you could not fulfil your purpose for coming here, which is to show those who have only embodied here or have come from other planets with a very low consciousness and a high density of matter that you can be identified with matter and yet awaken from that identification.

That is why you came here. You cannot fulfil that purpose unless you go through the immersion phase and therefore experience the lack, the lack of nurturance. Again, as is stated between the lines in the book, it really is not a mistake, it is not a fault of yours that you reacted the way you did, that you where traumatized by coming here. It is not that there is a flaw in you.

This messenger, as he was receiving the book, realized that he had a tendency to think that whenever he had reacted in a way that was lower than the ideal he set for himself, it was because he had failed, he had made a mistake. He should not have reacted that way; he should have been able to stay above it. He realized also that this was not the highest reasoning, this was what the fallen beings wanted him to think, and want all of you to think, and it is not correct.

My beloved, none of us who have been embodied on earth (Jesus included, myself included, Gautama Buddha, Maitreya), none of us have avoided being traumatized by being here. None of us have avoided reacting with shock to the conditions that we experienced and that we see other people go through. It is not necessarily that an avatar feels sorry for himself or herself, as you also see from the protagonist in the book, who does not in any point in the book feel sorry for himself and that is the way it is for avatars. You feel genuinely sorry, you feel a genuine compassion, for the people who go through the suffering that you witness. You cannot avoid this very strong reaction.

You cannot embody on a planet like earth without avoiding feeling this lack of nurturance. You are used to being so nurtured by the flow of love and light from your I AM Presence and the ascended realm, and suddenly you are cut off from this and you cannot avoid feeling a lack. The tool I wish to give you is to help you go through an exercise where you might reconnect to the sense of feeling nurtured.

A tool for healing lack of nurturance

I ask you to sit in a comfortable position, preferably with your legs and arms uncrossed. You might turn your palms up if this is more comfortable for you so you can receive the light from above. The light truly does not come from above, it comes from within but nevertheless many people feel it easier to visualize it that way.

I ask you to briefly look at the life experiences you have had in this lifetime, or if you have a sense of past lifetimes. Look at what you have experienced, what you have observed of this lack of nurturance, this material poverty, spiritual poverty. You know that these conditions are still there on earth, billions of people are living at a very low level of material affluence, millions of people are living below the poverty level. You know that there is a lack of nurturance, you know it is there in the collective consciousness and you may also have experienced a certain poverty in your own life. If you have not, you certainly have seen it in others. You realize you are a part of the collective consciousness and certainly, if you grew up in any part of the former communist sphere, you experienced that lack. You were part of the mass-consciousness that very much felt the lack and you cannot have avoided, because of your compassion, taking on part of this poverty consciousness, this lack of nurturance.

As the result of this, you cannot avoid having taken on what is one characteristic of the poverty consciousness or the lack of nurturance and that is a certain, what we have called “hatred of the mother,” a certain anger against the mother realm. You intuitively sense that the mother realm is able to materialize enough material abundance that nobody experiences material lack. You have a certain sense intuitively that this is the natural condition. It is (especially when you grew up in a communist realm that denies any spirituality but even in the West where the mother is left out of religion) impossible to grow up here without feeling a certain resentment, anger or hatred against the mother of why is not the mother providing this nurturance.

Now, I have explained to you why because people have voluntarily (manipulated by the fallen beings, grant you) shut of the flow of abundance. This is something that the mother cannot override, of course, because the mother is like the cosmic mirror that can only reflect back to human beings what they are projecting upon the Mater light with the four levels of their minds. As an avatar you know all of this, you understand it intellectually. You may still, if you are honest with yourselves, realize that there is a certain emotional component where you feel that this just is not the way it should be. You may feel it as a sense of injustice or as a sense of anger, or as a sense of frustration that this should not be this way.

My beloved, you are absolutely right. It should not be this way, it would not be this way on a natural planet. You also know all of the things we have told you about free will, the outplaying of free will. If you have read the new book, you know (and you have may read this in other teachings as well) that those of you who are avatars cannot override the free will of the original inhabitants of the earth. They are ultimately the ones who decide the level of the collective consciousness. Therefore, they are the ones who are deciding that, right now, the planet is the way it is, this is the level of material abundance or lack of it that is here.

Why you are here

As an avatar you can, if you are willing, use all of these teachings and especially use the new book (because, my beloved, this book can have a greater effect on you than hundreds of hours of traditional psychotherapy), to come to this sense of resolution. You, at least intellectually, understand the need to allow free will to outplay itself and that you are here only to show that there is a higher state of consciousness, there is another state of consciousness. We have, quite frankly, said this in many other teachings, which many people have not understood. It has not clicked, even though we have said it in dictations. In the book, it is said in a clearer way than it has ever been said before on earth.

You are not here to provide specific physical changes on earth. As an avatar it is not your goal of taking embodiment to manifest specific physical changes. You are here to raise your own consciousness, to go through the process of first immersing yourself completely and coming to identify yourself as a limited human being, then awakening from that immersion and awakening to your true reality as a spiritual being. You are here to demonstrate that process of awakening. Look at Jesus. Did he attempt to materialize specific physical changes in society? Nay, he said: “Render unto Caesar that which is Caesar’s and unto God that which is God’s.”

Recognize who you are. You are an avatar, you are not here to manifest specific physical changes, you are not here to fight for these causes, even though they are worthy causes and that other people should fight for them. This is not your role. Your role is to follow the example of Jesus and demonstrate the awakening process and leave, build on to what Jesus and other avatars have demonstrated. You leave a track in the collective consciousness that makes it easier and easier for other people to lock in to the spiritual path, the path of awakening, the path of the ascension so that they can follow you. That is why you are here.

I am not saying you need to accept it by hearing this dictation once or reading it once, but I am giving this teaching so you can work on this. You can read the book and then, when you have come to this acceptance of why you are here, you can then use the following exercise to overcome that emotional remnant, that emotional shock and trauma of feeling the lack of nurturance. The exercise I will take you through, I will begin now.

An exercise for experiencing nurturance

I am asking you to center your attention in your heart and then, as you go into your heart chakra, you feel how you are entering a separate sphere. Inside of your heart chakra is what we have called your personal inner sanctuary. This sanctuary is at a higher level of vibration than the four levels of the physical, emotional, mental and identity octaves. It is separated from this matter world, it is set apart; it is an upper room, like Jesus took his disciples to an upper room for the last supper.

You are sealed from the world, from the mass consciousness, from your normal cares. They fade away, they fade away because you are focused on what is the center of your inner sanctuary, which we have called your three-fold flame. There is, in the center of your inner sanctuary, there is a pillar extending from the floor. On top of this pillar is a white, round sphere, a brilliant white light and out of that white light springs three flames, the blue, the yellow and the pink. They are inter-twirled, they are intertwined, and you are focusing all of your attention on this three-fold flame.

It is simply such a beautiful, such an intriguing sight because you realize the flames are not physical. You cannot actually touch them, you cannot liberate them, they do not need fuel from this world in order to burn. You are so intrigued by this sight that you focus all your attention on it and it naturally shuts out anything from this world. You are focused on the flame, the beautiful plumes that are intertwined. Then, you realize that up from this flame you see a shaft of white light. This is what we have called the crystal cord that connects you to your I AM Presence.

Now, you focus your attention on this and you allow yourself, your sense of self, to naturally rise up, just up, a general direction of up. What are you rising into? Well, you are not rising into some heavenly world, not into your I AM Presence. You are rising into the womb of the Divine Mother that I am. I do not need you to visualize me as a human figure, as a human woman who is pregnant and you go inside my womb. But if this is the image that comes to you, then it is perfectly fine. Otherwise, you may simply envision this as the most safe, secure and comfortable place you can envision.

Naturally you cannot feel completely safe and secure if you have any kind of bodily sensations or bodily pains or bodily concerns. As you rise up, these drop away and you enter a space where there is a very gentle light. It may be pink, it may be golden, it may be another colour, but whatever colour is your colour is perfectly right.

There is this gentle, soft light. It does not disturb your senses. It does not attract your attention or vision to a particular place. It is just a diffused, soft light. There is, of course, a certain sound but it is not like any worldly sound you have ever heard. It may be the OM that is said to be the hum, the cosmic hum of the entire universe. It may be, for you, a different sound, but whatever sound it is for you, it is right. You are not really focused on the sound but you realize it is there. It takes enough of your attention that you do not have any attention left over for any worldly sounds, not even the thoughts, the sound of your thoughts or the sound of your feelings or your worries. They fade away and you have only this sound.

There is a certain scent. Is it the scent of roses or something else—whatever is the right scent for you. It absorbs your sense of smell so that there are no other scents you worry about. There is a certain sensation. It is not like a physical touch on one point but it is a sensation that is everywhere. It touches you everywhere. It is not a bodily sensation. But if you cannot quite free yourself from the body, then it is still as if your body is touched everywhere at once with no specific pressure on any point. If you are free of the body, it is just a sense of being connected to something that is everywhere present but has no specific form. If you have some sense of taste, then whatever sense of taste comes to you, is the right one.

Now, we have satisfied the five senses that are always hungering for some kind of experience. You are not focused on any of the senses. I know you are hearing this with your ears but nevertheless my voice is just part of the sound you are hearing. It is not a voice as a voice coming to you from without. It is coming to you from within and you are not hearing it from a specific physical location. My voice is everywhere, for I am everywhere with you. Wherever you are, there I am with you. You are in my womb, however you can conceive of it. You are connected to me, not only through your physical senses but through your greater awareness. You are connected to me as your Divine Mother, as your personal Divine Mother.

Now, I ask you to even go beyond the concept of being connected to me and knowing, however you can conceive of it at the moment, that I am not away from you. I am not separated from you, I am everywhere with you. You do not need to be connected to me, you are one with me. As you give this exercise multiple times, you may increase that sense of oneness but whatever it is at any given time, is perfectly acceptable to me.

You are in my womb. You are completely safe and you are completely nurtured. I am able to give you all of the nurturance you could ever need. Now, my beloved, I ask you to bring up in your mind one particular instance, just one for each time you give this exercise, of where you in your life on earth have not felt nurtured, have not felt fulfilled. It may not even be you personally but, as I said, it may be the sense that the material world is not nurturing people, the material world should be different but you have a sense of being unfulfilled. There is a sense of lack there that things should be different. I ask you to connect to it. Then, once you have connected to it, do not go into it. Do not let yourself be absorbed by it. Do not be overwhelmed by it.

You may feel it and you may feel it at various degrees of intensity. It may be that there is a certain issue that you may need to work on several times by giving this exercise more than once. Whatever it is, it is Okay. You are not fully absorbed in it or you would not be able to hear my voice ad so I ask you to again focus on my voice, to follow my voice, to again feel that you are connected to me. Now, you realize that there is an outer condition on earth, there is a state of lack, many people are experiencing that state of lack but you have just taken on this state of lack and you are able to rise above it, to not identify with it.

You are more than this because you came from a natural planet. It is not natural for you, you did not create this lack—you have taken it on. The real way to help the people of earth is for you to rise above it, to transcend it. How can you transcend it, my beloved? Only when you allow yourself to connect to the state of lack, to connect to the desire and then allow me to pour enough light, enough love, enough nurturance into your four lower bodies that in your four lower bodies this desire is ultimately and finally fulfilled so that for you this desire, this state of lack, is no more.

I am not asking you to visualize that I change anything outside of your four lower bodies. I am asking you to allow yourself to receive the nurturance from me in your four lower bodies so that this sense of lack that you have had is completely filled up. This void is completely filled up, this empty space is completely filled up by my love, by my nurturance, by this infinite unconditional light that I am. In your four lower bodies there is no longer that state of lack, there is no empty space, there is no unfulfilled desire.

I ask you to allow yourself to receive this nurturance and to allow yourself to feel what it is like to be in your four lower bodies without having that state of lack but feeling completely filled, completely fulfilled in this area. What would you feel like if you did not have this state of lack? It does not matter, my beloved, about the physical condition.

You see, you may have a sense that you have a lack of money. I am not asking you to direct your attention at the outer conditions. I am only asking you to allow yourself to feel what it would feel like in your mind, in your four lower bodies, if the sense of lacking money was filled up in an ultimate sense because there is such nurturance coming from me that even if you still have a physical lack of money, it is irrelevant to how you feel right now.

I am asking you to, in this interval beyond time, allow yourself to feel what it feels like if you do not have the state of lack that you brought up for this exercise. You are completely filled, you are so filled that your four lower bodies are no longer empty vessels. It is not that there is a hole in your four lower bodies or an empty cup in your emotional body. No, that cup is filled up to overflowing and it is overflowing and your emotional body is overflowing.

Now, you allow yourself to let the light that I am pouring into your four lower bodies fill you up to the point where that light is flowing out from you to all the people you know, to the country where you grew up, to the culture even as far as you can go to the rest of the world or the universe. Do not be too diffused, focus on a particular area. Allow yourself to see how in your family there is a certain unfulfilled desire or state of lack but now the auras of the people in your family are filled up by the nurturance from me so that their auras become overflowing with light.

Then, you can go onto another group, maybe your entire country and all of the people, their four lower bodies are filled with the infinite nurturance of the Divine Mother. You allow it to flow, to flow, to flow and you anchor it in your own four lower bodies. You anchor it in the physical octave, in the four levels of the physical octave and it is just flowing out from you.

You realize who you are. You are an avatar, you came from a natural planet, you came from a higher source. You are on earth in the physical octave, therefore you are the anchor point for the flow of the Divine Mother that you are radiating out. You are radiating out, my beloved, to all life in the sphere where you can envision it.

Naturally, as you are radiating it out, you are still in the womb of the Divine Mother, you have not left my womb. You have not gone out there in the world because you are not the one that is radiating out into the world, it is the light that is radiating out. When it comes to light, my beloved – and this is one of the great alchemical secrets of being an open door for the light – when it comes to light, the key is to be as Jesus said: like the innocent child that does not have any opinions about what the light should do or whether the light should materialize or manifest certain physical changes.

You are allowing the light to do its work. You are not at this point, for this purpose, for the purpose of this exercise, directing the light into a specific condition or physical change. You are just allowing the light to fill up the four lower bodies of the people you are connected to without having any opinion or intention about what the light should do or what the people should do or what should be changed in the world. You are just allowing the light to flow, to flow into the world.

You may, as you give this exercise yourself, have a piece of music that you can put on and at this point in the exercise. You may sit for as long as you like, visualizing, feeling, experiencing that the nurturance of the Divine Mother is flowing through you, filling up the void in your own aura, your own four lower bodies and then flowing out to the people you are connected to.

Now, as for this particular dictation; I am asking those of you who are here (and of course, you can do the same, if you prefer but if you prefer music, that is also fine) to give the invocation and while you give it, visualize that you are radiating, you are allowing my light to flow through you to the people that you choose.

[Audience gives three times:]

God is Father, God is Mother,
never one without the other.

Your balanced union is our source,
your Love will keep us on our course.
You offer us abundant life,
to free us from all sense of strife.
We plunge ourselves into the stream,
awakening from this bad dream.
We see that life is truly one,
and thus our victory is won.
We have returned unto our God,
on the path the saints have trod.
We form God’s body on the Earth,
and give our planet its rebirth,
into a Golden Age of Love,
with ample blessings from Above.
We set all people free to see
that oneness is reality,
and in that oneness we will be
whole for all eternity.
And now the Earth is truly healed,
all life in God’s perfection sealed.

God is Father, God is Mother,
we see God in each other.


Copyright © 2017 Kim Michaels