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Ascended Master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels, March 21, 2025. This dictation was given at a conference in Holland: Locking in to Your Divine Plan
I AM the Ascended Master Mother Mary and it is my privilege and my joy to open this conference. Naturally, we are gratified that so many of you have decided to join, both physically and via the internet, so you can all add your momentum together and form this Antahkarana of light, as we might call it, and which I wish you could see as I see it from the ascended level of how you are all connected in this grid around the planet. And this of course, means that as you give your invocations and decrees together, as you listen to the dictations, you are invoking the light from the ascended realm that then spreads throughout this Antahkarana of light, this web of light, this net of light, and therefore is released wherever you are in your local areas, and therefore, has a much greater impact because you are all connected.
We have of course, even here in Holland, previously given teachings about your Divine plan. They are of course still valid. They can of course still help you tune in to your Divine plan, but what we desire to give you at this conference is kind of the next step up. If you are very new to the concept of a Divine plan, we recommend you start with the first book and work through that book, and then you can take the teachings that will be released here and use them to uncover, sort of, the higher phases of your Divine plan.
Do all people on earth have a Divine plan?
Now what I wish to open up with here is to give you a certain view of how you have actually been brought up to ignore, push aside, or even sabotage your Divine plan. This of course was not done deliberately by your parents, your family, your society, your teachers in school, but it was done unwittingly because at the present level, of course, there is no society on earth that incorporates the knowledge that you have a Divine plan. Even the societies that believe in reincarnation do not have this concept that you have a plan before you came into embodiment.
Let me first say a few general things here. You might ask, as some people have asked, do all people on earth have a Divine plan? And the answer is yes and no. All people have a plan for what they could accomplish in their present lifetime. But for people below a certain level of consciousness, they have not participated in making that Divine plan because they are not able and willing to communicate with the ascended masters. Now there are some beings who in between embodiments can communicate with beings in the lower identity, in the mental, or the higher emotional realm. These people can form a Divine plan along with these beings.
We have taught you that there are beings on all four levels of the unascended sphere and many of these beings in the emotional, mental, and lower identity realms are benign. They are not deceptive, they are not seeking to manipulate people or steal their energy, so people can work with them if they are at a lower level of consciousness. There are, of course, people that are on such a low level of consciousness that they cannot even work with those beings. In between embodiments, they are in the lower emotional realm and therefore, they cannot consciously work with anybody. So the ascended masters will create a certain plan for that lifestream and it basically means: Would it be possible for a lifestream in its next embodiment to grow in consciousness where it could start consciously walking the spiritual path, find some kind of spiritual teaching that it might lock on to that could help it at least raise its consciousness somewhat so that when it goes out of that embodiment and in between, it can make a better life plan and therefore, it can get on a progressive path from embodiment to embodiment? We always make this, which we might call a contingency plan, for all lifestreams. Quite frankly, most of these lifestreams never lock into it, never really progress in one lifetime, but there are of course, those who do. You actually see that there are people in embodiment today who have come to a point in their lives where they became more conscious, more aware and they found some kind of way to look at their psychology to see whether they could change something.
This can be many different things for people. It can be martial arts, it can be mindfulness, some kind of spiritual teaching, yoga, it can even be working with the body. Basically, any activity in the world that seeks to improve yourself means that you can get on a positive track for the rest of a lifetime. You can therefore grow and even if you do not find something that is openly spiritual you can still make progress, which means that in between embodiments you can make a Divine plan for your next lifetime that does incorporate finding a spiritual teaching of some kind.
You can really look at people and I encourage you when you look at people you know, not to have this view that they should find a spiritual teaching or they should find an ascended master teaching because for many people this is not a realistic goal in their present lifetime. But you can at least seek to help them if it is possible or hold the vision that they will find something that helps them improve themselves. And in today’s age you see that there is more awareness of the possibility of working on your psychology, improving your psychology in some way, therefore improving how you experience life.
We can say that there are, at the lowest level, there are people who do not change their state of mind, do not change their approach to life for an entire lifetime. But then there are those who are improving and then of course, there is a third group who have the potential to find a spiritual teaching in this lifetime. And then there are various levels of what people will be able to discover where there is a relatively small number of people who are able to discover ascended master teachings. But that number might be bigger than most of you think it is.
Spiritual teachers with no self-interest
There are actually many people who in this age have the potential to discover an ascended master teaching, not only this one, but just even the concept that there are spiritual teachers that are beyond the physical realm and that are beyond any kind of self-interest.
They do not need anything from you. They are not seeking to deceive you, manipulate you, get your energy, get your attention, your adoration, your obedience, but they are only offering to give something to you. That is the central distinction we could say between ascended master teachings and any other teaching that is out there. We do not need energy from you. Even now where you could say that there are several hundred people around the earth who are tuning in as I am speaking, I am not receiving energy from you even though you are putting your attention on me. I am not receiving. There is no energy going from you to me. There is energy going from me to you and if you open yourself up to it, you will feel this flow. And you will also, if you are sensitive to energy, be able to feel that I am not taking anything from you. Why? Because I do not need it.
You can look at the sun and you can say if you take the most powerful light projector invented by man and you take it outside and you turn it on and you shine it at the sun, would the sun need that light? Of course not. No amount of light that could be projected from the earth to the sun would make any difference to the sun because the sun is self-sufficient and therefore, the same with ascended masters. When you are ascended and connected to the entire hierarchy of ascended masters that reaches up to the Creator, how could you possibly need anything from a lower level?
What are you capable and willing to receive?
It is our joy to give to you and we have only one condition—will you receive it or will you not receive it? And if you receive it, it is given because it is given before you even make the decision to receive it or not. It is the rain that falls upon the just and the unjust, the sun that shines upon the evil and the good. The only question is whether people receive it or not. For those of you who are aware of ascended masters, it is really only a matter of expanding your willingness to receive from us. We are not the ones who are choosing what to give you or not to give you. And even this is, of course, a statement with some modifications because it is not so that people can come with their conscious ambition and awareness and say: “I want to receive as much light as possible”, and then we automatically give it to them because we only give that which people are able to receive, that which they are able to handle because of course, too much light could burn out people’s chakras. And that is not what we will do from the ascended level.
There are beings in the lower identity and mental and emotional realm who might do this and that is why you can see there are people out there who have had various experiences, whether they call it Kundalini rising or not, but where it has been too much. They have shattered their sense of identity, they have burned out their chakras because they have, as Jesus said, attempted to take heaven by force. You can come to us and say I want to receive, but we will give you only that which you can handle depending on your level of consciousness, the purification of your auras and chakras so that we do not overburden you. And that is why there have been people who have come to ascended master teachings with this outer ambition that they want this peak experience or they want to have certain powers and they want us to give them the light that gives them these powers. But we see of course, that this could be detrimental to them and therefore we give them only the amount of light they can handle.
But there is no limitation on what we will give if you have the ability to handle it. And most of all, what I want to convey to you is there is no limitation from our side that judges you based on these standards in the world that are defined by the fallen beings. You see, the whole concept that you are sinners puts this limitation on you. What are you worthy to receive from above? But we do not look at it as what are you worthy to receive, just what are you capable of handling and what are you willing to receive? If the willingness is there, we will release to you what you are capable of handling and as you then use that light and multiply it to purify your auras and chakras, we will give you more. That is the parable of the multiplication of the talents.
“Nobody wants who I really am”
This leads to my main topic. And the main topic is, as I said, you have been brought up to sabotage your Divine plan and it has two aspects. First of all, there is this projection that you are just a human being like all the other human beings in the society you grew up in and therefore, you are either not worthy or you are not capable of tuning in to ascended masters in a higher realm and receiving light from us. Or there can be this projection upon you that you are just like all other people, therefore, you do not have anything special to give to this world. You have the alpha of what you can receive from above, the omega of what you can give to this world, and you have been brought up to deny both—to deny that you are able to receive, to deny that you have anything to give.
And if you think about yourself, you think about how you were brought up, you will see this very subtle projection. You may never have thought about it before, but it is a very subtle projection, and it can take a little to expose it because it is not that you have been brought up that you have nothing to give, but you have been brought up to think that what you have to give must fit into the framework of how things are done in your society. There is a certain image in your society, individual of course, depending on where you are from, but there is a certain view of what it means to be a normal person in your society. Yes, they want you to go to work and give your labor. Oh, that you are allowed to give. You may have family members who want you to give to them attention, help, love, many other things like that. You are supposed to fulfill a role and as long as you fulfill the role, then you are allowed to give within the parameters of the role, and people will want what you give within that.
But beyond that, beyond the role, you are being brought up to think you have nothing to give. And what is it especially that you do not have, where you have nothing to give? Your self, your higher being, your I AM Presence, your divine individuality. You have all been brought up, no matter where you grew up, you have all been brought up to think, I know you have not been brought up to think this consciously, but you have been brought up to think: “Nobody wants me here, nobody wants who I am.” That is the message we have all received when we were in embodiment on this planet, because that is the message you receive on an unnatural planet: “We want you to fill the role, beyond that, you have nothing to give, nothing anybody wants.” That is the unspoken subconscious message projected at you. It comes originally from the fallen beings, of course, but it has been built into every culture.
The subconscious message: Play the role
Many of you who have worked on your psychology, you are ready to start looking at this. And you can perhaps, when you look at your life, you can see that there have been certain people that have been important in your lives. It could be a parent, a sibling, a spouse, a child, people you have met in other contexts. But in most cases, it will be family members. And you can see how they have put this matrix upon you in the emotional body, the mental body, and the identity body. That this is who you are in relation to that person and that person wants you to fulfill that role and not go beyond it, not disturb them, not go outside the role of what it means to be a good person in your family or environment.
And the subconscious message there really is that even though this person has interacted with you, perhaps since childhood, knows you quite well supposedly, they still do not want you to express who you are and some of them will feel quite threatened if you do, if you go beyond what they want from you. What is the subconscious message you are getting? “Oh, we do not want you as you really are, suppress who you are, fit into the role, give us what we want, but nothing more. Do not disturb us, do not rock the boat, do not try to follow this ascended master teaching and do what might be in your Divine plan if it goes beyond what we have defined for you.” Many of you will recognize this. In fact, all of you can recognize it because all of you have been exposed to it. I was exposed to it in my last embodiment. In previous embodiments, most of us have been exposed to it. Well, even Jesus was exposed to it to some degree, even though not from me and Joseph, but he was exposed to it from other people.
Your primary gift to this planet
In order to walk the path of Christhood that Jesus demonstrated 2,000 years ago, you have to be willing to go beyond it as Jesus did, and as I for that matter did, because having a child at the age I had Jesus was certainly not what my society and my parents had defined for me. It takes that willingness to tune in to your Divine plan and see that regardless of what you were brought up to be and how you were brought up to live your life, you know there is something else that you need to do, to tune in to, to achieve in your life. And we have in our previous teachings about your Divine plan, we have talked about there are two phases of your Divine plan. First, there is the work phase, which is you acquire outer skills, you work on your psychology, so you come to the point where you have now achieved a certain freedom to bring forth the gift you want to give to this planet. And we have talked about how this may be some improvement of some area of society and this is, of course, completely valid.
Yet, from a higher view, what is the primary underlying gift that you can give to this planet? It is yourself, being who you are and expressing that. And I know very well, and I can of course, sense the return current from you that when I say this, the first question is: “Well, who am I?” And it is understandable because, again, you were not brought up to consider who you really are. You were brought up to fit the role, to play the role, to play the game that was defined for you and it does not matter who you really are, as long as you fulfill the role. That is what most people want from you. When we talk about this, of course, you have the question: “Well, who am I then?” But you see, who you are is a mixture of the individuality in your I AM Presence and how you, as the Conscious You, have come to look at yourself in the many embodiments you have had, both on natural planets and here on this unnatural planet.
Your attitude to life on earth
I know we have talked about having the outer selves, the subconscious selves in your identity, mental, emotional bodies that form your outer personality. And of course, it is part of your Divine plan to resolve these selves. But we have also explained that beyond just the selves, the Conscious You can create a certain general view of life on earth and a general view of yourself and as we have explained, these views are anchored in the subconscious self. But it is the subconscious self that is more broad than the more specific selves you have in reaction to specific situations. You can have selves that are created in reaction to, for example, a traumatic situation from your past. But you have selves that over a long period of time form, sort of in the background, based on your general view of life on earth, your general experience of life on earth. These selves are more subtle and therefore, can take a little more work for you to discover.
However, many of you have already started to discover such selves as you have used the teachings and tools we have given in Healing Your Spiritual Traumas and the other books in the series. You have started discovering some of these selves where you feel perhaps a certain attitude to life on earth. Perhaps you are tired of certain things. You have had enough of certain things. You feel that life is just too much of a struggle, too difficult. It can be individual things for you, but it relates to how you approach life on earth in general. These selves will prevent you from knowing who you actually are. They will prevent you from tuning in to the individuality in your I AM Presence, but also tuning in to how the Conscious You has come to look at life.
The Conscious You’s observations of life on earth
Now I know this is a subtle topic, so I need you to contemplate this teaching several times and see how it applies to you. So, I am talking about specific subconscious selves created in response to specific situations such as your birth trauma. I am talking about more general selves created in response to the experiences you have had on earth. But you see, beyond this, the Conscious You is capable of making observations without creating subconscious selves. This is not something we have talked about before because we have very carefully graded our release of teachings.
You might say we have taught that when the Conscious You steps outside the outer personality, it experiences itself as pure awareness. And then if you are pure awareness, where is this observation of what life on earth is like? Where does it reside? In other words, in the outer personality you have subconscious selves. Then you have the pure awareness of the Conscious You. Where is there room in the Conscious You, as we have explained it so far, for these observations of life? Well, there is not room in the Conscious You, but there is in what we have called your causal body, which is a part of your I AM Presence. As the Conscious You experiences life on earth from the inside, you are making observations.
These are not observations based on duality and separation, for example, they are not observations that are tied to a specific level of consciousness. They are just general observations of life on an unnatural planet. You also, of course, did the same on natural planets. But you are making these observations of life and they become stored in your causal body in a special compartment that is there for the use of the Conscious You. And what many of you have started doing is you have started reconnecting to that. You have the concept that you have your treasure laid up in heaven.
Well, part of that treasure is the Conscious You’s observations. And I am not talking about an observation that makes you feel like: “Oh, everything is so difficult on earth, I do not want to deal with life on earth.” This creates a subconscious self. But you can have an observation where you see that certain things do not work on an unnatural planet. For example, in contrast to a natural planet, life is so dense, matter is so dense. You can have an observation that selfishness does not actually work. It works better when I am not focused on what is supposedly good for me as a separate self, but I look at a broader perspective. There can be many of these observations and you can come to a point where you, for example, feel: “I have had enough of pursuing material goods for its own sake. I want to have a higher purpose in life, such as my spiritual growth.”
You can have many of these observations that are stored in your causal body and there are many people on earth who have made such observations over many lifetimes, but they do not have a conscious connection to it. Most of you, when you came into this lifetime, you did not have a conscious connection. But as a result of finding the spiritual path and following it, you have started connecting to this. That is why you can sometimes have these experiences where you look at a situation and you suddenly see something. You are just seeing the situation without the normal filter. You are not looking at it through the linear mind and analyzing and judging. You just observe. One aspect of this can be to read the vibration. You meet a certain person you have never met before. You sense there is something wrong with their energy. There is a lower energy coming from that person. This is because you are drawing on the experiences, the observations in your causal body, of how beyond the outer facade that people put on, you can learn to read their energy and therefore, get a feel for their intention.
The learning process
Many of you have started doing this. And my purpose for this release, of course, is to make you more aware of this. If you want to be philosophical or theoretical about it, you can say: “Is there room in the Conscious You for learning anything on earth? Is it the Conscious You that learns or the I AM Presence that learns?” And the reality is that it is both. But as we said, you have the outer personality, the subconscious selves, the Conscious You steps into a subconscious self, experiences a certain situation through that self until you resolve the self and you are free. But if the Conscious You is pure awareness, where is the room in the Conscious You to learn? And as I said, that room is in the causal body.
This brings us to the point that is also mentioned in this latest invocation that you can begin to question: “What can I as the Conscious You learn from my I AM Presence? And what can my I AM Presence learn from me, the Conscious You?” Because you have made these observations as the Conscious You and they are stored in your causal body and in many cases, the I AM Presence will take the observations of the Conscious You and learn from them, but not necessarily and not in all cases.
What you see in many people on earth is that there is a certain, what can we call it—barrier, disconnect—between the Conscious You and the I AM Presence, where the Conscious You has learned certain lessons, has made certain observations based on being inside the earth, being inside the energy system. But the I AM Presence may not have incorporated them fully into itself. Therefore, it is actually possible when you reach higher levels of awareness that you can start working with your I AM Presence and seeing if the Presence really has integrated the lesson you have learned by being down here in embodiment.
The disconnect
Has the I AM Presence really looked at life on earth through you? Or has it only looked at it from the bird’s eye view, so to speak? Because as we have said, your I AM Presence is always looking at life on earth, but it is not necessarily looking at it from the inside. And you can have truly, I know this will be difficult to believe for some of you, but you can have situations where a person has gone through such a difficult trauma, for example, the birth trauma on earth, where the Conscious You experienced great pain and suffering, created the subconscious self, the primal self. And the I AM Presence also experienced this as unpleasant, and therefore withdrew itself from it. And basically, you can have a situation where the I AM Presence has withdrawn itself from the Conscious You, basically saying: “Oh, I am not going to look through that Conscious You until the Conscious You has resolved some of these subconscious selves that causes it to experience constant suffering.” And therefore, the I AM Presence is only looking at life on earth from a bird’s eye view.
It is learning certain lessons, but it is not learning the same lessons as the Conscious You, and it is not integrating the lessons from the Conscious You into itself. And this is the case for most of the people on earth who are not spiritually aware. There is that disconnect between the Conscious You and the I AM Presence, where the Conscious You is making certain observations based on life on earth.
Integrating the conclusions of the Conscious You
Now, for many people who are at lower levels of consciousness, especially those below the 48th level, where all of their subconscious or most of their subconscious selves are based on duality, for such people, it is limited what the Conscious You is learning, because it is always reacting through the subconscious selves.
But still, they will be making certain observations that: “This is not working.” or “I have had enough of this experience.” And this is what basically we have talked about, you go below the 48th level, you can keep going down until you reach some kind of turning point where you do not want to do this anymore. And this is the Conscious You. It is not a subconscious self that reaches this turning point. It is the Conscious You that reaches the turning point and says: “I have had enough of experimenting with selfishness”, for example. It is not deciding this consciously, but it is just a recognition that the Conscious You comes to.
Let us say a certain lifestream has descended to the 18th level of consciousness, and it says: “I have had enough, I do not want to go any lower.” This is what I am talking about, an observation, a conclusion, an epiphany, a resolution of the Conscious You. This gets stored in that person’s causal body. But if the I AM Presence has withdrawn, the I AM Presence has not integrated that lesson, so now the Conscious You starts going up from the 18th to the 19th, and it can continue to go up to the 48th level. And maybe at the 48th level, the I AM Presence is now willing to again look at the experiences of the Conscious You, but it is still not willing to look at the most painful experiences.
That is why I am saying, when you get to these higher levels of the path, when you have worked through the other books we have given on healing the more severe trauma, such as the original birth trauma, you can start considering: “What could I help my I AM Presence see that my I AM Presence has not yet seen?” Up until a certain point on the path, you are feeling as if it is a one-way street. You are receiving light from your I AM Presence. Your I AM Presence is the more advanced part of your being.
Progressive revelation
In previous ascended master dispensations, especially with the I AM movement, it was seen that your I AM Presence was almost like a god-like figure. People from that dispensation would look at this teaching and say: “This must be a false teaching, because we are used to seeing the I AM Presence as some perfect being.” But this was the teaching that could be given at the time. The reality here is that as you raise your awareness, you become aware that things are more complex. That is the whole idea of progressive revelation.
If you think back in the 1930s, you lock into this I AM movement, ascended masters, ascended masters can give direct teachings, and you see that this is progressive revelation compared to the Bible, for example, which was written down so many hundreds of years ago. This is now a new higher teaching given directly from the ascended level. And you call it progressive revelation, you see it is important, but you somehow think that in the 1930s, the ascended masters could give you the highest, most advanced teaching that we have to give. This is simply unrealistic.
What could be given in the 1930s was based on people’s level of thinking at the time and it was a simplified teaching. Nothing wrong with it, but it was a simplified teaching that made it seem simpler than it was, made it seem easier than it was to qualify for your ascension. And as we go towards higher levels of progressive revelation, naturally, what would make it progressive is that it reveals more and more teachings and therefore it becomes less simple, less black and white, more nuanced, deeper layers of teaching. That is what progressive revelation really means. What I am saying is that when you step up, and certainly when you go beyond the 96th level, you can begin to see that your relationship to your I AM Presence is more complicated and you can begin to see that it is a two-sided process.
The two-sided process of learning
Why did the I AM Presence send the Conscious You into embodiment? In order to grow, of course. Your I AM Presence wants to grow. But as I said, the I AM Presence is looking at it from a bird’s eye view, and it can withdraw so it does not experience what the Conscious You is experiencing. Therefore, there can be this disconnect and this means that there can come a point where you, as the Conscious You, can begin to consider: “What do I have to teach my I AM Presence?”
And in order to really integrate that, you have to let go of this belief that your I AM Presence is an almost god-like figure that is perfect. You have to realize that the I AM Presence sent you into embodiment because it wanted to grow and it sent you into embodiment on an unnatural planet because it wanted to grow, because there were certain lessons that the I AM Presence had not learned on a natural planet. Naturally, you, as the Conscious You, can have something to teach to your I AM Presence. And it is possible that you might have made observations down here that the I AM Presence has not yet integrated.
Sharing your observation of life
How does it relate to my topic here? What is it that is the highest gift you can give as part of your Divine plan? Well, it is, at the immediate level, these observations and lessons and conclusions that you have come to as the Conscious You that are stored in your causal body, and that you can connect to and release. And many of you have already done this. Many of you can see that when you talk to other people, whether it is about spiritual topics or something else, you will see that you are sharing something. You are sharing something with other people. You are sharing from the heart, as you often say. Well, that is your observation of life. From your causal body, you are sharing, and there is probably nothing more valuable you can give to other people who are open to it.
Now, as I said, some of your family members may not be open to it because they want you to continue to play that role they have defined for you. But then you can go and find other people and just be aware of how the dynamic is. There are some people where you can have these conversations, free-flowing, they do not feel threatened by you, you do not have to watch every word you are saying. You are just sharing of yourself and that can change other people more than the actual contents of what you are saying—because you are sharing yourself. It is not a matter of coming up with intellectual arguments. You are just sharing of yourself and suddenly that person senses there is something genuine in you and it can help that person connect to what they have learned in their causal bodies. But they need you to show them in many cases.
Integrating with the Presence
This is, for many of you, a step you can at least begin to contemplate. And then you can of course, see that beyond sharing what the Conscious You has stored in the causal body, there is of course, also the I AM Presence. Because we can look at it this way. You cannot be in a physical body looking through that physical body and at the same time having the bird’s eye view looking down from above. Your I AM Presence has also made observations of life on earth from the bird’s eye perspective and you of course, at the Conscious You level, can tune into that.
You can learn to tune in to both what you have stored in the causal body and what your I AM Presence has stored in the causal body and therefore, you can have that bigger perspective. Many of you again have already done this as part of your spiritual path. I am simply making you aware of it so that you can become more conscious and develop it more. You can see that many times when you look back at your life, you have had these visions you might say, where you have stepped back from a situation, looked at it almost from the outside, or where you look at things happening in the world and you just have a different perspective, almost like you are seeing a bigger perspective than most people are seeing.
Many of you will see how you are not as pulled into these strong political debates and opinions that you see. You are sort of standing back a little bit and realize that it is not for you to be pulled into this. And why are you on the spiritual path? Because you have integrated over many lifetimes that you are not primarily in embodiment to partake in physical pleasures or physical experiences or to store material goods. You are here for something broader, a wider perspective. You are here to learn, to grow, and as you become more aware of this, you can begin to integrate. You can begin to integrate more with your I AM Presence.
And this is a delicate topic, a delicate balance, because we have given teachings, and again you can go back to the 1930s when we first started talking about an I AM Presence, and you can even look at these charts of the Presence from the I AM Movement and the Summit Lighthouse where there is the lower figure and high above it is the I AM Presence and it reinforces the sense of distance.
We have given teachings in this dispensation that you need to overcome that sense of distance. But you see, how do you overcome it? By integrating with your Presence. And how do you integrate? Well, by beginning to think about this, contemplate, there are things that the Conscious You has learned that the I AM Presence has not yet fully integrated. Then there are things that the I AM Presence has seen from above that you have not fully integrated here below and therefore, it can be this symbiotic process, the figure eight flow. And you realize, of course, that when you are considering the process of the ascension, it is a two-way process but it is the Conscious You that comes up, that ascends to the level of the Presence, because the Presence is in the spiritual realm. The Conscious You is the one that must approach the Presence. But of course, this also means that the Presence must open itself to reintegrating the Conscious You into itself, and in order for the Presence to do this, the Presence must integrate the lessons and observations made by the Conscious You.
That is why the process is a symbiotic two-way process. And what you can do from the level of the Conscious You is to do what I have described here. Begin to contemplate. What can you teach your I AM Presence? Has the I AM Presence really seen what you see from here from below? Have you seen what the Presence sees from above and can you integrate the two in your being from the vantage point of the Conscious You?
Experiencing your divine individuality
I know, because I can feel your minds, how your intellectual linear minds are trying to sort this out but it is not an intellectual process. It is a process of shifting your consciousness. I am not asking you to try and understand this intellectually, to label it, to categorize it. I am giving you the teaching so you can begin to work on it intuitively and shift the way you view your I AM Presence and begin to contemplate how you integrate with the Presence. It is, we might say, if you look at the figure eight, a vertical figure eight, you can say the Presence is the upper figure of the figure eight, your outer personality is the lower figure, and the Conscious You is in the nexus.
All I am talking about here is the Conscious You dissolving the subconscious selves that pull your attention into the lower figure so that you are more free to put your attention on the upper figure and extend the Conscious You, like you have extended the Conscious You into the lower figure of the figure eight. Now you are pulling it away from the lower figure and you are extending it into the upper figure, becoming much more conscious of the Presence, what it is, the divine individuality that is anchored in the Presence.
But you understand that as long as you are unascended, it does not do you any good to say: “Yeah, here I am in the nexus and now I am looking up there on my I AM Presence and I am seeking to conceptualize and understand my divine individuality.” That is not what I am asking you to do. I am asking you to integrate so that you can express, you can become the open door and let your divine individuality be expressed through you so that, pay attention now, it is not that you are looking up at your I AM Presence, seeing your divine individuality and then letting it express through you. Nay, you integrate, you become the open door and as your I AM Presence expresses itself through you, then you experience your divine individuality. You do not look at it from a distance as a concept in the mind. You experience it as it is being expressed. And that, of course, is another thing you can give to people, and that is also extremely valuable when you can give that to people.
Dare to share yourself!
And this is the highest gift in your Divine plan. Give of yourself. Dare to give of yourself. And how do you do it? Well, it can be done in many ways, but it can be done in just talking to people who are open and becoming more aware of allowing this flow and really daring to be yourself, share yourself. We do not want to always use the messenger as an example, but you look at his YouTube videos and all he is really seeking to accomplish there is to share of himself. And of course, there are people who have a negative reaction to this because people will always feel threatened. But you just ignore the few people who are negative towards you when you express yourself.
I am not saying you have to do it on YouTube. I am just saying when you dare to express yourself, you will have a negative reaction from some people, especially often family members. But then you find other people where you can be yourself. But it is really a matter of daring to be yourself because, as I said, you have all been brought up that the one thing you do not do is be yourself and express yourself. In order to break that, break the chains that are holding you from expressing yourself, you will have to make a conscious decision. You will have to try and in order to make that decision, you have to break through the resistance and dare to express. It is like you are standing there, like you might have seen in a Shakespearean play, Hamlet standing there with a skull—to be or not to be. That is the question you are facing, to dare to express yourself or to stay in your little shell where you feel that if you live up to the expectations and the role, then at least you will not get a negative reaction, or at least you will not get a negative reaction all the time.
You have to dare to break through. And I understand, of course, that many of you have been hurt in previous lifetimes. You have built subconscious selves. But that is part of my purpose for this dictation, to make you aware that you need to look at this self. You need to draw this self or this conglomerate of selves that are telling you why you cannot express yourself. And if you will, when you reread, when you read this dictation, when you re-listen to it, if you will pay attention, you will see that these selves probably cannot quite contain themselves as I am saying this. They are screaming at you: “Oh no, this is dangerous, do not listen to this. You know what will happen, you know people will get angry with you. You know they will say this and they will say that and they will put you down and they will ridicule you and you are not going to like it and you are going to be hurt like you have been hurt before and therefore, you should be careful and be safe and not do what Mother Mary says. She does not really mean it. I think she does not mean it. I hope she does not mean it. Maybe she does not really mean it. She does not know you the way I know you”, and all of these things that will come up. And you need to be willing to look at this and work with the tools we have given you to resolve these selves. But for some of you, there are not even any selves to resolve.
What have I said here? Listen carefully. The Conscious You can have these general observations of life. Some of them are positive observations that are stored in your causal body. But some of them are just a decision you have made and yes, there is a subconscious self, but it may not have as strong of a pull on you as you think. It may be just a matter of making a different decision, becoming aware that you made this decision and then consciously switching that decision—I am willing to share myself. Some of you have selves you need to resolve, but for others it is just a matter of making that decision. I am willing to share. And then when you start sharing, you look at the reactions you get from other people, you see if there is a reaction in you and if there is, well okay, there is a subconscious self to deal with, and then you deal with that and then you feel more free and then you are more able to express yourself and you can keep going until you come to a point where you have set yourself free to express whatever comes to you.
Setting yourself and other people free
And the reason why you have set yourself free is that you have set other people free to react to what you are sharing any way they want. You are allowing them to be who they are at their present level of consciousness. They have a right to be stupid or angry or jealous and react based on those subconscious selves. But you have a right to express yourself completely independently of their subconscious selves. You have no obligation to adapt to other people’s subconscious selves. It is only your own subconscious selves that want you to think that you should pay attention to other people’s subconscious selves because when you are paying attention to other people’s selves, you cannot see your own at the same time so they can continue to hide from you.
Just see this whole circus of human interactions and say: “I will no longer play that game. I will dare to be who I am to express my observations and to be the open door for my Presence to express itself through me.” That is the highest gift that is part of your Divine plan.
When a student is ready, the teacher appears
How can you know if this teaching applies to you? Well, you are listening to it, are you not? Do you think you could have been here if you were not ready to at least consider this teaching? Do you think you would have found it in a written form if you had not been ready for it? When a student is ready, the teacher appears. Not a universal statement, but it applies to you in the sense that you are ready to at least contemplate the contrast between the way you were brought up to suppress yourself and who you really are. You are ready to contemplate that there may be people who are projecting at you that they do not want you as you are. They do not want you here. They do not want you to be different. But there are other people who do want who you are, who do want you to be different, who do want you to share of yourself because it can inspire them to do the same.
Listen to what I am saying. When you have a planet that is an unnatural planet, what happens? What happens is that everybody on the planet gets limited. They are put in a certain prison. How is the planet going to improve? Well, some people have to dare to break free of the prison and demonstrate that it can be done. Otherwise, nothing ever changes. There is no way to break the downward spiral on an unnatural planet unless some people dare to do something different, dare to not follow the crowd. You are those people who are in embodiment, in this embodiment, and have found a spiritual path and ascended master teachings because in past lifetimes you had dared to be different.
I am not trying to push you into doing something you do not want to do because if you can hear this, you put it in your Divine plan that you wanted to break free of this barrier. Now you may have outer selves that are screaming at you that we do not want to be free. We want to stay in the prison. We want to bury our heads in the sand. But who are you then? Are you the outer selves or are you more? I am only seeking to reconnect you to the more that you are because I ascended by reconnecting to the more that I AM and everyone who has ascended reconnected to the more that they are.
With this, I have given you what I wanted to give you. Accept my joy for interacting with you, for it is my joy to express who I am on a planet like earth. Otherwise, I would have moved on. There are so many other things you can do as an ascended master than remaining with an unnatural planet. But still, those of us who have chosen to remain is because we do find joy in helping people on earth.
I thank you for giving me the opportunity to share who I AM. Mother Mary I AM, and I represent the Divine Mother for all people on earth. And what does a mother want for her children? For them to be more, to be all they can be, to be free to share themselves.
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