How to overcome doubt

TOPICS: The poison of doubt – Experiencing the Christ light – When the mind is like a merry-go-round – There are no problems you have to solve – The mind cannot ascend – Exposing those with impure intent –

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Ascended Master Lord Maitreya, August 27, 2012 through Kim Michaels.

The Buddha I AM.
Maitreya is my name,
Kindness is my flame
And it consumes all shame,
Never leaving you the same.

My beloved, a cycle has turned. The earth will never be the same for there are sufficient numbers of people in embodiment all over this planet who have embodied a sufficient level of the kindness, the flame of kindness that I AM. They have been – often mercilessly – attacked by those who have embodied some shade of the fallen consciousness instead of one of the flames of God, but they have responded with kindness, one of the 144 shades of kindness as they were able to embody it. This, indeed, has been accelerated by this vigil to the decrees to the seven rays which even though we have not announced it with great fanfare, is a significant dispensation.

The poison of doubt

Christ light is the cure of this I am sure but are you equally sure? Most human beings are not for the simple reason that the aim of the fallen beings who rebelled against God and embodied the serpentine consciousness has been to divide you in yourself with the poison of doubt. You doubt that Christ light truly is the cure that can cure all ailments on earth.

The Christ light is everywhere and in everyone. Without him was not anything made that was made. The Christ light has the potential to rise up and throw off the shackles of the fallen consciousness. Yet for this to happen in you, you must be sure, as Jesus demonstrated that he was sure when he healed the sick, rose up the dead, cast out the evil spirits, walked on the water, transformed the water into wine and performed these other feats that demonstrated that the Christ light has mastery over matter because matter is made out of the Christ light. That which is made out of the Christ light can accelerate beyond any lower manifestation and manifest the matrix that comes through the sacred geometry of the Christ mind.

The Christ light in you can throw off the shackles of the human consciousness, and the fallen consciousness, and the ego consciousness and any other consciousness that exists on earth. But it can only do so if you are sure, and this of course is the existential problem, as they say. For how can you be sure that the Christ light is the cure when you look at everything through a filter that is coloured by the consciousness of anti-christ – the consciousness of division and separation.

Ahh so many people have looked at the Christ through that filter and come up with an image of Christ that has nothing to do with the reality of Christ, as witnessed very clearly by the development of the Christian religion and its willingness to even kill in the name of Christ. It would kill and torture its own members in the name of Christ which had only the effect, as Jesus said, of splitting the soul.

Do you realize that the very church that claimed to represent Jesus on earth was guilty of countless murders and tortures that split the soul? And they thought they did it in the name of Christ. How can you be sure that Christ light is the cure when you do not see the Christ light as pure but only see a mirage? You see that there is something moving behind the curtain as in those theatres where you have a white sheet and the light behind it and you see the shadows of puppets moving behind it. You see through a glass darkly. How can you ever be sure?

Experiencing the Christ light

You see my beloved, there is a common misunderstanding among many spiritual students that we of the ascended masters are seeking to bring forth some ultimate teaching, but no teaching formulated in words can make you sure. For any teaching in words can be counteracted by a false teaching formulated in words. Thus, the serpentine mind can sow doubt about any teaching, as witnessed by the illustration of even the serpent where he just needed to insert one word ‘thou shalt not surely die’ and then there was doubt.

She was not sure, because she did not believe she would ‘surely’ die. So what is the key? How can you be sure? Only when you experience the Christ light. And at first you cannot experience it in yourself so you must experience it in someone else, someone who has embodied it and become the open door for it.

That is why Jesus took embodiment, that is why we have in various ways attempted to give people that experience of the Christ light. Which you can experience also through our dictations, but not exclusively through our dictations for it manifests in many ways and they are not all openly spiritual or given by spiritual gurus or teachings. You may even encounter people in seemingly ordinary situations in life who can be at least temporarily the open door for an expression of the Christ light.

Then your job is to take in that Christ light, to accept it into your being and to keep using it as a frame of reference when you encounter the fallen consciousness so that you are pulled back into oneness, seeking oneness with the light. Then you can gradually build the momentum that brings you to that point where now you are sure. You do not even need to declare that you are sure for you know within that you are sure and that you stand upon the rock of Christ. You cannot be moved by the rains and the winds of the fallen consciousness or by the subtle temptations of the serpent.

You continue to move forward according to your vision for you have, as Mother Mary said, regained and reclaimed your innocence, your inner sense of what is Christ reality that does not depend on anything outer, including an outer teaching, or religion, or science, or political party philosophy. Nothing in this world will make you sure. Look at those who have attempted to elevate some religion to this ultimate status and see where it has gotten them.

When the mind is like a merry-go-round

Let me explain to you the effect of what has been talked about by other masters of the fallen consciousness in your being. Words can be used to argue for or against any point. When you focus on words instead of the Word, you will be divided. The faculty of your mind that deals with words is the analytical, intellectual, linear mind. It uses words to make distinctions between various forms in the world of form. This is perfectly legitimate, but the serpentine mind takes advantage of this useful ability and turns it into a trap.

How can you know whether you are affected by the fallen consciousness? By observing yourself and seeing how often you are trapped in these situations where your mind keeps going around and around, arguing for or against this. I shouldn’t have done that, I should have said that instead of what I said, this person did something wrong, this person said that, this teaching is not right.

You are seeking to use words to argue for or against any point. This is the effect that the serpentine mind has. It causes you to doubt, and you frantically seek with the mind to come up with some ultimate argument that no one can defeat, that no one can reject, that no one can cast doubt upon. My beloved, those of us who have been in embodiment in a sphere as dense as planet earth know that it seems very alluring, very tempting, that if you have some superior teaching, if you have the Christ light, if you have a connection to the ascended masters you should be able to come up with some ultimate argument. But it cannot be done with words.

There is no ultimate argument. There is no ultimate teaching. Christ light is the cure. When you are in the Christ light, experiencing the Christ light, when the Christ light is your frame of reference you are sure that this is reality. You are also sure that no matter what argument anyone might come up with for or against a certain point, it is not ultimate reality for nothing expressed in words can be ultimate reality.

If you seek to find surety through words, you will never be sure. Only the light will make you sure. Only through oneness, through experiencing the light, will you know for sure what is true, what is real, what is light and what is not light.

There are no problems you have to solve

Be willing to observe yourself and see when the mind starts these loops and when the mind goes into this mode of presenting you with a problem and projecting that you have to solve it. There is no problem on earth that can be solved through the analytical mind. This is one of the lies projected by the fallen beings, heavily reinforced by modern science but existing long before science entered the scenario on earth.

Words cannot resolve any problems or conflicts or disagreements, only the light can bring resolution, only light can bring the solution to end the confusion. What can you do then when you observe that your mind is going round and round in these endless loops? Well, certainly you can realize that you have energy of a lower vibration accumulated in your four lower bodies and you can use the decrees and tools we have given to begin to dissolve it so that you lessen the pull on the mind.

Beyond that, you can appeal to us, the ascended masters – Jesus, Mother Mary, Gabriel, Raphael, Maitreya, Gautama – any Master that appeals to you, any Master that is close to your heart. Appeal to us to help you transcend the loops of the mind, the frantic analytical mind. Appeal to us to help you to step outside of the mind loop, the closed trap of the mind, the serpent swallowing its own tail that you may experience the Christ light that is the cure. Then be willing to open yourself, be willing to look beyond all these statements with words that you think are some ultimate truth, or some ultimate teaching.

Be willing to look at yourself and catch yourself when you find yourself arguing about some element of a spiritual teaching. Perhaps you are even using an ascended master teaching to argue with someone else about some point that has no ultimate significance for your own ascension but only keeps you from your ascension because it keeps you trapped in the endless loop of the mind. Be willing to catch yourself and then make the decision: “Ahh! there is the mind doing its thing again, but I am not the mind I am more than the mind and thus I will reach up to my spiritual teacher and say:”

Show me the way,
show me the way out of the fray
of this endless mind
that can never be kind,
so the truth I may find
and no longer be blind,
blinded by the mind,
that can never be refined
to become the Christ light that I AM.

The mind cannot ascend

The mind will never be raised up so it can enter heaven. The mind thinks that if it can find some ultimate teaching, some ultimate solution, then it will be acceptable in the eyes of God. But you will not enter the wedding feast unless you put on the wedding garment, and you will not put on the wedding garment through the mind no matter how sophisticated you might become. The scribes and Pharisees thought that their sophistication of knowing the scriptures had qualified them to enter the kingdom, and what did Jesus say: “Ye are of your father the devil and the lusts of your father will ye do for he was a murderer from the beginning, seeking to murder innocence, the inner sense of oneness with Christ, that can never be attained through the mind.”

The mind can only deal with divisions, therefore it must raise up some argument over another and you cannot enter oneness with Christ by seeking to put down another form of life and raising yourself up in comparison to them. In Christ all are one for there is no value of lesser or more.

Exposing those with impure intent

It is time, it is time in earth’s history that the serpentine consciousness be exposed, and this shall be done in the cycles of time for cycles have turned and nothing will ever be the same. Maitreya I AM. I hold the office of the Cosmic Christ for the earth. Thus, I have the authority to declare, based on the number of people embodying the flame of kindness, that the cycle that the fallen ones have been allowed to direct their unkindness towards the holy innocent has come to an end. Thus, there will be a new release of light to flush out into the open those who have an unkind intent, an evil intent to destroy and put down innocence itself.

Innocence is the only thing that can open up the door to the kingdom of heaven. And where is door? Where is the kingdom? Did he not say: The kingdom of God is within. The door to the kingdom is within the innocence of oneness. The mind can never be one. The core of your being, the Conscious You, can be one for it is out of the One. Thus, when you know this, your victory is sure.

You actually know that beyond the Christ light being the cure, the Christ light is the cure because it enables you, empowers you, to see that the disease was never real. You are real and I, Maitreya, am real. My son, Jesus Christ, is real, Mother Mary is real, Astrea is real, Master MORE is real, Saint Germain is real, Hilarion is real, we are all real.

Thus, we can all be that frame of reference that can allow you to step outside your own mind and therefore be sure of what is real. We are here always. Make use of us if you will! If you will not, then I trust that the School of Hard Knocks will give you the experience you desire until you have had enough of it and desire that you want more than this.

What a joy it is for us to see the many people who over the years, now almost 10 years, have been touched by the ‘Ask Real Jesus’ website and the teachings we have released there. Surely, it has gone through many different stages, speaking to different levels of consciousness. Surely, many have come only to reject and refuse, but still receiving an opportunity to go beyond the closed loop of their own minds.

Surely, even though no teaching can give an ultimate argument, a teaching can have a transcendental quality that means it can open the mind to experiencing the Christ light from within. Surely, the teachings we have given on our websites and the books have that quality, which is why they are sponsored by us and why we will continue to release further teachings through this messenger and his divine companion.

Life on earth is not a goal in itself. It is merely a phase where you learn to recognize the difference between the mirages of the serpentine consciousness and the reality of Christ, the reality of oneness. Thus I, Maitreya, extend to you an opportunity. My seed syllable is MAIM – m-a i-m as you would spell it with the Western alphabet. MAIM.

You may use this if you will as a mantra so that every time you catch your mind going around in its loop, you start silently repeating this mantra, or perhaps reciting it, chanting it aloud. Whenever you use this mantra, this sound, I will be there to offer you a frame of reference from beyond your mind. I will give you a piece of my mind, as they say. Thus, I seal you in the flame of kindness that I AM. (Recites MAIM 40 times)


Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels