Ascended Master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels.
My beloved heart, I know you are burdened. I know you feel like you have lost control of your life, like you are up against forces, or energies, or an outer situation that seems to be beyond your control. Thus, you feel powerless. You feel stuck. You feel paralyzed. You feel even a sense of anger or resentment against the material world that seems to set these insurmountable obstacles in your path and seems to set so many limits to what you can and cannot do.
My beloved, I can assure you that I feel your pain and I know what you are going through. How can I say this? I can say this, my beloved, because I too have been in embodiment on planet Earth. So there is hardly a shade of pain, of frustration, that I have not personally experienced while in embodiment.
In my last embodiment, which took place 2,000 years ago, I was known as Mary, the mother of Jesus. Yet I can assure you that I am more than the saintly figure revered by Catholics. I have indeed ascended to heaven. And in the ascended realm, I have risen to the rank of holding the spiritual office as representative of the Mother Flame of God for planet Earth.
You might recall, my beloved, that the Bible itself states that “I AM Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, sayeth the Lord, which was and which is and which is to come the Almighty.” So my beloved, you see then that God has both a masculine and a feminine side, an Alpha and an Omega, a beginning and an ending. And so, I come in this release to be the ending to the beginning of Archangel Michael in his powerful release, that is designed to make the demons and the dark forces flee from your being because they cannot stand the Presence of an archangel.
Well my beloved, while I choose not to speak with the same power of the masculine force of Archangel Michael, I can assure you that I am no less powerful, and thus no dark force can stand to be in my Presence. Yet I come primarily to give you a new sense of comfort, a new sense of hope, a new sense of self-worth, of self-esteem. For my beloved, is it not true that when you face a crises in your life, one of the first things to go is your self-esteem, your sense of self-worth? In fact, my beloved, could we not say that it is precisely the loss of self esteem that is the very essence of the crises, or at least the very factor that prevents you from rising out of the crises? For my beloved, is it not precisely the lack of self-worth that makes you believe the subtle thoughts that you cannot possibly overcome your current situation? Is it not the lack of self-worth that makes you vulnerable to the very subtle belief that – because you have made this or that mistake – you can never again be free of it, you can never be pure, you can never be forgiven.
Is it not the lack of self-esteem, my beloved, that makes you believe in the subtle lie that your past actions prove that you are no good? And therefore, you can never build a better future, you can never overcome your present situation, your present problems. For you simply do not have what it takes to overcome those problems, as is proven, your voice says, by your mistakes of the past.
Well my beloved, I am indeed the representative of the Mother of God for planet Earth. And as that representative of the Mother Flame of God, I can assure you that there is absolutely nothing about the physical, material universe that I do not know. My beloved, I know every aspect of this world. Thus, my beloved, I know every possible problem that a human being on Earth could ever face. And therefore, with that knowledge, I can assure you, my beloved, that there is not one single problem on Earth that does not have a solution.
My beloved, it does not matter how insurmountable your situation may seem at the moment. There is a way out, or rather my beloved, there is a way up. It does not matter how big a mistake you have made in the past, how imperfect or impure you might feel. There is absolutely no condition on Earth from which you cannot rise, from which you cannot be purified. My beloved, how can I say this? I can say this because I know something about the material world that you were not taught in school, not even in Sunday school.
For my beloved, there are forces in this world who do not want you to know the truth that I will now tell you. You see my beloved, you might go down to your local sewer treatment plant and watch some of the dirtiest water you can imagine coming into that plant. It might be polluted by chemicals, by human waste or by all manner of foul things. Yet my beloved, if you took a pot of that water, put it on your stove and boiled it, what would happen? Well my beloved, the water would turn into steam, would it not? And the water would then rise above the pot and the water would leave behind all of the impurities. And it would then take on a different form, as the pure molecules of hydrogen and oxygen combine to form vapor that is invisible to the human eye—but nevertheless can be condensed again into water drops that are now pure. In fact so pure that the former state of pollution is no longer in existence. It is as if the water that was in the pot no longer exists. And indeed, it does no longer exist but has been transformed into a pure state, the pure state of water that it had before the pollution started.
And so my beloved, the truth that I want you to understand is that everything in the material world is made from one basic substance, namely what I like to call the Ma-ter light, the Mother Light. This is not hard for you to understand, my beloved, when you realize what science has told you that all the matter you see around you is made from smaller building blocks, called molecules. And even those are made from smaller blocks, called atoms. But even the atoms are made from even smaller particles, called subatomic particles. Yet my beloved, even the particles are made from a finer substance, namely energy itself, energy called light.
And so you see, my beloved, even modern science has discovered the reality that you live in a universe where everything is light. And so when you combine this with the statement in the Gospel of John that “without him was not anything made that was made,” you see that everything in this world is made from the Light of God, the Ma-ter light that has taken on form. Yet my beloved, the form that the Ma-ter light has taken on is only a temporary manifestation that has not altered the fundamental qualities of the light. It is indeed, my beloved, like the white light that is shined through a movie projector that is colored by the images on the film strip. Yet the light is still the light. And if you remove the film strip, you have again the pure white light hitting the screen.
And so you see, my beloved, without him was not anything made that was made. Without the Light of God was not anything made that was made. And I can assure you that you were made and thus you are made of light. And that means that you are a being of light, a spiritual being. You are not a mortal human being. You are not created as a mortal sinner who can do nothing but sin. You are not created, or evolved, as a sophisticated monkey. And your thoughts are not the products exclusively of processes in your physical brain.
My beloved, you are more than the body, you are more than this Earth, you are more than the material universe itself. You have a spiritual reality, a spiritual identity, that is beyond this world. And my beloved, precisely because it is beyond this world, it cannot be affected by anything that you have experienced or anything you have done in this world. Do you see, my beloved, there is a core of your being that is permanently residing in the spiritual realm. That core contains the blueprint for your identity, for your individuality in God. And it has not been destroyed or altered, or even covered over by anything you have experienced in the material world.
So my beloved, even though you might feel burdened or feel a sense of being stuck in your present situation, I can assure you that there is a higher part of your being which is not in the least affected by your present situation. My beloved, I know you cannot see this given your present state of consciousness. And that is why I have come, as your spiritual mother, to tell you this reality that is beyond your present vision. For my beloved, I can assure you that I know you intimately. I know you personally. I know who you are. I know the higher reality of your being. And I have, from your very first descent into the denser realm of the material realm, been holding the immaculate concept for you. For I see your true reality. I see your true identity. And I see your highest potential for what you can manifest in this world.
NOTE: The rest of this dictation is available in the book: Master Keys to Personal Christhoood or in the Spiritual Crisis Toolkit and here .
Copyright © 2007 Kim Michaels